Ladies, we all know this guy. Unfortunately, there are too many of them out there. So let’s take a minute to share a few words, shall we?

Beaware of the Dog

 Listen to me
You know how much you want him
You’re tryin’ to be cool about it, you’re tryin’ to be big about it
You’re constantly just denying
You’re like a moth to a flame, you hardly wait

But listen girls, I know what I’m saying
He’s tryin’ to catch you in it and then he will back you in it
‘Cause he’s just another girl addict
And if you give it away, you gotta be crazy, crazy

Stop, you better shake him off before he gets ya
He’s comin’ to get ya, he’s comin’ to get ya
Stop, he’ll only build you up and then forget ya
He’s dirty to the bone, beware of the dog

Well, I was damn near addicted
I got into trouble with him, I got in a bubble with him
Where everything was just how he wanted
Oh, but then I got wise, I got outta sight, so take my advice

Stop, you better shake him off before he gets ya
He’s comin’ to get ya, he’s comin’ to get ya
Stop, he’ll only build you up and then forget ya
He’s dirty to the bone, beware of the dog

Stop, you better shake him off before he gets ya
He’s comin’ to get ya, he’s comin’ to get ya
Stop, he’ll only build you up and then forget ya
He’s dirty to the bone, beware of the dog

I know you hear me
I know you hear me, I know you hear me
You better reach out and touch me
You better reach out

Stop, you better shake him off before he gets ya
He’s comin’ to get ya, he’s comin’ to get ya
Stop, he’ll only build you up and then forget ya
He’s dirty to the bone, beware of the dog

Stop, you better shake him off before he gets ya
He’s comin’ to get ya, he’s comin’ to get ya
Stop, he’ll only build you up and then forget ya
He’s dirty to the bone, beware of the dog

Stop, you better shake him off before he gets ya
He’s comin’ to get ya, he’s comin’ to get ya
Stop, he’ll only build you up and then forget ya
He’s dirty to the bone, beware of the dog

Beware of the dog, beware of the dog
Beware of the dog, beware of the dog

Ugh I hate this. I really need to get my butt in gear for a crap load of personal tasks that need to get done. Truth is, I procrastinate a lot. I’m definitely that “I’ll do it later” person, but I usually say that until the very last possible second, which is why my bills are often late and bunch of other stuff. Ok so I’m writing this all to help remind myself in attempt to get my ass motivated.

My problem is, I feel so overwhelmed that I just say forget about it. What I need to do is break things up in groups. I don’t need to get everything done in one day, just a few things one day, some more the next day, and the rest of it on the day after that. So this is my written promise to do just that, starting tonight. We’ll see how it goes.

This is short so I can get on those, but I will probably post again later tonight.

I am trying this thing called a free write, where I don’t have anything specific in mind to write about but to just start writing whatever comes off of the top of my head. It could be about anything and it will probably be random, unorganized thoughts, either brief or detailed. I figured this would be a good day to try this since I am undecisive about what topic I wanted to do today.

This blogging every day thing is going well so far. I had my doubts I could pull it off with posts of substance but I have had to bust down some walls that I had put up previously. I always second guess myself with everything, thinking “Should I post that or shouldn’t I?” Enough of that and finally just hitting the publish button. And what’s really cool is that there’s seems to be a ring of people doing this and many of them are finding my blog when I tag my posts. I have always been wanting to find other writers that will post often and actually have content worth reading. I guess the new year has brought out the aspiring writer in a lot of people lately.

Moving on, I am starting to think some men think I am absoutely retarded. Either that or they just really suck at trying to pick up women without coming off as a douchbag who only wants one thing.  I can see through the bullshit and I’m not going to fall for it. If I still talk to you, then this doesn’t apply to you. If I stopped talking to you, then it might.

I hate lazy people. Of course everyone can be lazy from time to time and that’s ok but when people are lazy all the time, I just can’t stand it. Some people just seem to have this air about them where they act like they don’t have to life a finger and they will stand there while everyone else is working their asses off to get a task done and they stand there shamelessly. I can never do that without feeling like a total asshole.

Another type of person I hate is people who act like they are the boss. Brown nosers, suck ups, ass kissers, and regular people just like me who try to just run the damn show. If their name tag does not say “team leader” then I don’t have to listen to a damn thing they say so they should stop trying to order everyone around like they have the authority to do so. If they would like to give people friendly advice, that’s totally different. I do that as does everyone else, just to help people out who need it and try to move things along faster and easier, but it’s the people who shout, “Hey you, go do this. Now.” Uhhh…no.

Yay my dinner is ready! I seem to only be hungry like twice a day. I don’t know how some people can eat 5 or 6 times a day. I also snack a lot so that might have something to do with it. I am becoming so bored with food. It’s hard for me to go grocery shopping because nothing there seems appealing anymore. I’m tired of the same old foods all the time, but I’m not interested in anything else that I don’t eat or haven’t tried. I have actually went up and down every aisle carefully looking at each item deciding if I think it would be a good candidiate…there’s not much. I want something new. I don’t even know what, just something.

Hmm I think that will do it for the first free write.

Most women have stories about crushes they had on certain celebrities. Mine started at about age 10…and the object of my affection?

That’s right: JTT! My infatuation with him was pretty crazy. I owned just about every magazine he has ever featured in and plastered my walls with pages I tore out. He’s still pretty cute these days. 

There was also…

Oh that face! *School girl giggle* Best known for his role in Casper, opposite Christina Ricci. As I was looking for a picture to use, I found out what he looks like now. Yes, that’s really him.

And then it was…

The hottest Hanson brother, Taylor Hanson. I remember way back in the day, my cousin and I were on their website and she flooded their message board with something about me being his girlfriend, just being silly you know. Then a couple weeks later they went on the Rosie O’Donnel Show and when Rosie asked the guys if they has girlfriends, Taylor went, “No but there’s this rumor that started on our message board that I’m dating some girl named Ashley, but it’s not true.” Oh I was like, “…Woah” haha. It was funny. But I liked him for a long time, up until like 10th grade. Now he’s got like 5 kids or something. *sigh*

Those were the main ones.

Who were your celbrity crushes growing up?

I have been trying to come up with a thoughtful post for the day, but it’s just not happening, so I will just make a brief post about whatever. I’ve been sleepy on and off all day. I get sudden urges to just lay down and take a nap, and by sudden I mean within a second I will go from feeling fine to a strong feeling like I want to sleep. And when I get tired like that, it’s pretty noticeable. I will get quiet and short tempered, and sleeping is all I can think about. I don’t know how people get 4 hours of sleep a night and then walk around yawning all day, just bearing it. Not me. I can pull that off for a day, but then I will sleep for 12 hours as soon as I can. I am the type of person that values my sleep. They say the average adult needs around 6 or 7 hours, but I think that all depends on the person and how active they are. I know people that feel fine running on 5 hours of sleep, but I tend to need around 9 in order for me to not feel like taking a nap during the day. It’s just how I have always been.

Having that said, I think I am going to call it an early night. I feel like such a grandma. I promise a better post tomorrow.